February 2009
when you close you eyes
i close my mind,
when you breathe a breath
i hold just hold onto mine
when you think and talk about selfish things
i just sit there, silently waiting
when you speak of meaningless things
i just stand there, listening
i dont care what you say about me,
i dont care about what you say about life
im just sick of always hearing me, me ,me
i want this, i think this, i...
OMG
im soo relieved!! Testing is done all my Exams for planning my future… DONE! gosh now i have a ton of projects… blah, But yah tomorrow i have a tournament in aneheim, you know near disneyland but farther, great i have an hour just typin on my laptop.. fun, summeries summeries and more summeries. Anyway, i have this friend, not sure i i have mentioned him yet, he and i are begining to...
January 2009
ok all i have to say rite now is..
SKREW IT!! srry… but im happy but upset two days ago i had another asthma attack…. BLAH!!!
and my sister eireen (pronounced aron) couldnt give a crap to anything so she almost gives me another panic attack yesterday.. my sternum region hurts and yah..
so littlerally to sum that all up.. im in a fight with my sister.. and right now im not even speaking or having anything to do with...
““Guns don’t kill people — people do”
“Happy are those who...”
– anon
I just hate it so much when something you try to reach fro is so close but you loose it in an instant. 30 seconds until the buzzer, one shot is made by the other team, we make a shot but its their ball. they stall, we cant get it. Bam the games done like that. All my friends were crying, this game was sooooo important to them, i wanted to cry but there was no use. Sure you may be thinking…...
wow.... jan
ok.. i would like to wish a happy birthday to my friend josh and this girl named stephanie who are finally teens!!!…. well ive been a teen so its no biggie but wat ever….
so yah jan is almost up and sum things have hapened..
well one my class has this project called the pullman trial.. its a trial about a guy blah blah
but im an attorney!!! yay!! important role.. im guessing y teacher...
oh wow i just noticed
911…, number to call the fire fighters and police… and americas crisis… wow..
oh yah congrats OBAMA!!!!! inauguration day!! cant wait on wat your gona bring in the next 4 years to the table!!
Saturday
Saturdays are usually my happy and exciting days. But this one… this is going to be scary as HELL. this Saturday will contradict my own personal future. CREEPY. im going to tack my exam for 3 bloody hours straight, and im probably going to just screw up. Im not even sure if i can go. My friend Justin… he coughed on me when he had a virus…. SO BAM!!! im sick as a dog. and like my...
omg a year from today
was the scariest day of my life..
on jan 15, 2008 i suffered an asthma attack and was the first person ever at my school to be taken away in an ambulence..
thats when i finally noticed, life comes at you fast, you could di at any moment in time… all i remeber is not being able to brethe, my hands and head feeling numb, poeple crowding around, my mom calling 911, being carried away in the...
im soo ready to sing this song at my schools...
its finally been
2 and a half months of no meet….
greta is right its not as hard as it sounds like.. im not a vegan so i can still drin milk and stuff like that… but yah.. wat ever… anyway… ok i finally know wat i want to do as a living.. i wasnt to make my own GORMET donut shop wen i grow older.. and in that shop… weekly bands would play IN the donut shop so i would be surrounded by...
i l0ve this song its soo…. amaizing!
bLaH!!
i feel like crap right now!!!
i woke up at 5 today!!! AND ITS A SUNDAY!!!
well i woke up today to go to a volleyball tornament it went… well. but we played 3 games and won 1 out of them… whoopie but my division… i swear its like more than half of them are on steroids.. its like they are big… really BIG and tall i was like soo little compared to them and yah.. but wat ev.....
<3 luuv yah bob
happy new years!!!!!!!!!
well… i woke up early for sum pparent reason then went and played rock band »»ADDICTIVE GAME««. anyways.. practically the whole day i was out with my friends.. well yah.. we were gonna meet my friend at his baseball game thingy.. then we saw another guy frind then he was practcing pitching with this other way tall dude then i ugged him and sed hi… then the othe tall...
